farewell thing

thing passed unexpectedly yesterday, and i am still trying to process it. no one seems to understand what happened, but that is ok i guess. sometimes you don't need to know why, as they are gone and that is that. yesterday was a very hard day, and there will be harder ones to come. i still believe things happen for a reason, and i just have to accept that there was a reason here. the girls, olive, olivia and freckles, are a little disjointed. they are needy, but not purring when you pay attention to them, accept for olive, who is all about her anyway! my goal now is to STOP CRYING and to keep the boohoo headache to a minimum...